L-O-V-E

Love means never having to say your sorry. It means no matter what you still care for that person past their flaws, and anything. I love a lot of people, or a little, however you want to look at it, and they couldn't do anything that would make me love them any less. Though I have to say love makes people do some really stupid things, act like tards and blinds those who see with their heart. Anyway when you say "I love you" it's like a contract signed stating you'll care for that person till the world allows you not to. Long ago the word love was one of those things that you don't say till your sure. I guess a sacride word that was not just handed out like cupons like how we use them today. More like freak-o halmark cards. Love makes people do things, bad things, things they wouldn't usually do and some things that hurt the ones they love. Hate it or love it love is just one of those things you have to deal with.

Peace out XOXO's,
Angel

ps.......Thank you Cat I guess you're right.
pss......2 new additions to the daily blog. One "What I wrote." a section wear i tell you all the amazing things i write on my arm. Pretty random. And 2 poetry, songs, or random qoute's. Either regular or simiregular.
psss........The commenting problem has been fixed. Soooo sorry about that. Please recomment or comment.

Junior Honors Sociaty Induction Ceremony

Hello Party Pups,
I get soooo pist hearing about that. One example of hate. Like 5 teachers at my school hate me to death. And that is why I was not exepted into the gay a** Junior Honors Sociaty and Golden Child Brandi, and Always Perfect Christian were. I soooo don't want to sound like a stuck up "I'm better than them" type because I sure as heck aren't. If the stupid judges didn't know me (or know what they thought was me) I would have gotten in, though I don't care that much........O.K. I care, ALOT!!! I'm just soo......UGH. I just get so annoyed. Brandi and Christian are better than me at everything. EVERYTHING!!!! I mean everything I do it seems they come along and do ten times better than me. I use to write poems, Brandi came along and wrote poems that were deep and really good. I use to be on SNN, Christian got in, I didn't, though thats kinda because I hate Blake. I have written stories since I was 9, Brandi wrote a fantasy story that even I know was amazing. The Student Ambasitor (correct spelling if wrong), Battle of the Books, drawing, anything really. O.K. now I sound jeolous when I'm not, really. I'm happy for how well they do in everything. Im just sad that I can't do half those things.
Peace out,
Angel

Max (not finished)

Hold me close

I've been working on my drawings.

You love me this much!!!!!

I HATE IT!!!!

I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT. I hate to cry, I hate to feel pain, and I hate her. I hate her soo much right now. I just won't to crawl into a ball and hide in a dark corner and never come out. I want to cry until I have no more tears left. I want to throw everything I ccan out the window. I want to hit something, anything. I wanna run and run and run until there's no where else to go. I wanna die and never come back. I want the throbbing pain to stop. I want the tears to stop. I want to just shut down. I want it all to stop. Wish the world whould just stop spinning for a mnute. I wanna fall down and down and down, and necer stop falling into the darkness. It seems everyone hates me. When i try sooo hare to make them not. Why? Why am I always the one? The one to cry. The one to fall. The one to run. The one always getting hurt. Maybe I was made to be hated. Or maybe I was not made for anythin at all. I don't deserve this. Even when I do nothing it seems I still get hatred and tears fall. no matter what I do. no matter how much I cry, and hide. WHERE'S THE OFF BUTTON? Lifes getting to hard to handle and I want it to end......NOW. End it now. Right now!!!! Stop hurting me! Leave me alone! I did nothing to you so go away. Please.
-Angel

Why do the good die young?

Good Afternoon Little ones,
First off, I want to give a moment of silence to the girl from my school and my grade who died after getting hit by a bus. I wasn't sure of the name because my mom told me about it, but the facr that her life was taken away still matters. I know if one of my friends died (God forbid) I'd be sad. And I'm not saying that it'll be alright cause I'd be extremely pissed if someone said that to me. So I am soo sorry to her friends and family.
On a lighter note today was pretty fun. Electricity was back on but the bus came like half an hour late. That pisses me off. Ha 9th block was gym that was soooo much.....sleep. It was like class fun day. Adri (nick name for now) and I half slept through the class while she was talking about me being dead. I forgot what happened in Sutton.......oh yeah! We had to do weird pretty easy atlus book work. Blowupsuation dream! Ha thats sooo funny! (television show) Finishe Scooby Doo in 2nd block and back to dance which we did like nothing again. Except the fact that (the teacher who shall be unamed) started trying to pair Ana (temporary nickname) and me up with random people.......not pretty, trust me. Then we started watching a movie. Then there was the, bum bum bum HALL JAM!!! Which brings me back to Christian's horrible listening skills. Christian I want you to understand, Caps are important. THEY APPLY TO YOU!!!! Hall Jam was fun but they owe us pizza. Which we were suppose to get. We just got chips and soda.......very good by the way. And after talking my mom into letting me stay till the end of school (thank you mom!) You are reading the blog of the Girls Arm Wrestling Champion!!!!! Yeah meeeee! I'm soooo strong. Oh by the way, screw you Christian for the receipt! (stop thinking) Christian's fun to hug. He's like a giant plushie. With a gay purse which I hope he got rid of.
And here's the point of the day that I hate completly. Shots. I hate shots. Well first was the physical, hate that tooo, and the hearing check, yeah I'm death. But after all that stalling was the shot. So the first one didn't hurt that much but the second one, Gardisel, hurt like hell. It made my arm num. NO SHOTS FOR 5 YEARSSSSS!!!!!! Yeahhhh! And I got a Lollipop.
Don't forget to comment!!!!!!
Peace out xoxoxoxox,
Angel