Junior Honors Sociaty Induction Ceremony

Hello Party Pups,
I get soooo pist hearing about that. One example of hate. Like 5 teachers at my school hate me to death. And that is why I was not exepted into the gay a** Junior Honors Sociaty and Golden Child Brandi, and Always Perfect Christian were. I soooo don't want to sound like a stuck up "I'm better than them" type because I sure as heck aren't. If the stupid judges didn't know me (or know what they thought was me) I would have gotten in, though I don't care that much........O.K. I care, ALOT!!! I'm just soo......UGH. I just get so annoyed. Brandi and Christian are better than me at everything. EVERYTHING!!!! I mean everything I do it seems they come along and do ten times better than me. I use to write poems, Brandi came along and wrote poems that were deep and really good. I use to be on SNN, Christian got in, I didn't, though thats kinda because I hate Blake. I have written stories since I was 9, Brandi wrote a fantasy story that even I know was amazing. The Student Ambasitor (correct spelling if wrong), Battle of the Books, drawing, anything really. O.K. now I sound jeolous when I'm not, really. I'm happy for how well they do in everything. Im just sad that I can't do half those things.
Peace out,
Angel

Max (not finished)

Hold me close

I've been working on my drawings.

You love me this much!!!!!

I HATE IT!!!!

I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT. I hate to cry, I hate to feel pain, and I hate her. I hate her soo much right now. I just won't to crawl into a ball and hide in a dark corner and never come out. I want to cry until I have no more tears left. I want to throw everything I ccan out the window. I want to hit something, anything. I wanna run and run and run until there's no where else to go. I wanna die and never come back. I want the throbbing pain to stop. I want the tears to stop. I want to just shut down. I want it all to stop. Wish the world whould just stop spinning for a mnute. I wanna fall down and down and down, and necer stop falling into the darkness. It seems everyone hates me. When i try sooo hare to make them not. Why? Why am I always the one? The one to cry. The one to fall. The one to run. The one always getting hurt. Maybe I was made to be hated. Or maybe I was not made for anythin at all. I don't deserve this. Even when I do nothing it seems I still get hatred and tears fall. no matter what I do. no matter how much I cry, and hide. WHERE'S THE OFF BUTTON? Lifes getting to hard to handle and I want it to end......NOW. End it now. Right now!!!! Stop hurting me! Leave me alone! I did nothing to you so go away. Please.
-Angel

Why do the good die young?

Good Afternoon Little ones,
First off, I want to give a moment of silence to the girl from my school and my grade who died after getting hit by a bus. I wasn't sure of the name because my mom told me about it, but the facr that her life was taken away still matters. I know if one of my friends died (God forbid) I'd be sad. And I'm not saying that it'll be alright cause I'd be extremely pissed if someone said that to me. So I am soo sorry to her friends and family.
On a lighter note today was pretty fun. Electricity was back on but the bus came like half an hour late. That pisses me off. Ha 9th block was gym that was soooo much.....sleep. It was like class fun day. Adri (nick name for now) and I half slept through the class while she was talking about me being dead. I forgot what happened in Sutton.......oh yeah! We had to do weird pretty easy atlus book work. Blowupsuation dream! Ha thats sooo funny! (television show) Finishe Scooby Doo in 2nd block and back to dance which we did like nothing again. Except the fact that (the teacher who shall be unamed) started trying to pair Ana (temporary nickname) and me up with random people.......not pretty, trust me. Then we started watching a movie. Then there was the, bum bum bum HALL JAM!!! Which brings me back to Christian's horrible listening skills. Christian I want you to understand, Caps are important. THEY APPLY TO YOU!!!! Hall Jam was fun but they owe us pizza. Which we were suppose to get. We just got chips and soda.......very good by the way. And after talking my mom into letting me stay till the end of school (thank you mom!) You are reading the blog of the Girls Arm Wrestling Champion!!!!! Yeah meeeee! I'm soooo strong. Oh by the way, screw you Christian for the receipt! (stop thinking) Christian's fun to hug. He's like a giant plushie. With a gay purse which I hope he got rid of.
And here's the point of the day that I hate completly. Shots. I hate shots. Well first was the physical, hate that tooo, and the hearing check, yeah I'm death. But after all that stalling was the shot. So the first one didn't hurt that much but the second one, Gardisel, hurt like hell. It made my arm num. NO SHOTS FOR 5 YEARSSSSS!!!!!! Yeahhhh! And I got a Lollipop.
Don't forget to comment!!!!!!
Peace out xoxoxoxox,
Angel

Mexican crack.

Hello party peeoooople,
One, random people I so loooove Maximum Ride so if thats how you found this yeah you!!! Two, if you didn't read the first blog you need to to get things straight. So yeah, yesterday I walked in on my parents, ewwww. The electricity was out soo I couldn't post yesterday......ugh. Mexican crack? You should know what it is. Sonia gave me some.....NEVER LET ME EAT THAT. Gawd it like killed me. It was soooo.....yeah noooo! So we ate on the grill and played war in the dark. Stupid sister....always beating people. But yeah, the electricity didn't come on till like this afternoon so I had to do everything in the stupid dark. THE D....A...R....K! I mean sereously darkness is bad. And I was all paronoid over Bloody Mary in the mirror. I had to eat a bolognay and shreeded cheese sandwich, ewww. I'd so rather starve. oooo right when we got there it was like go to the gym then there was 1st block but me and adriana went with miss poke for the whole day. It wass tooootally awesome. Though we popped in on, what everyone calls, the gang all day and went back at 4th block. HALL JAM TOMMOROW WOOO HOOOO!!!!! Gave in my homework at P.A. (Christian and Brandi calling me annoying.) :( that does make me sad somewhat......even though I know they were joking it still hurts sorta. But of course change any feelings I have into a joke is the easiest way out of things. Think about it. I am sooo sure nobody made it this far down. Its fun when Christian and Brandi are in the gym. O well. I'm kinda sad that they're not coming tomorrow. And then kinda worried for my own sake that I didn't say goodbye. Not like a litteral goodbye, not leaving or anything, but I've been being a (CHRISTIAN STOP READING) b-i-t-c-h lately and I don't want to do anything to hurt them but the longer I stay the longer I think and the longer it stings. Like I said before I needed a break.....but that really didn't work out because of the whole missing them thing. It seems I can never be happy at the same time as them. I've given up my happieness 3 times for them and I think thats enough! I don't want to get hurt. (Christian you can start reading now.) I want the last boook sooooo badly, of Maximum Ride.
Ps.......If yoou read this please comment. Please and thank you!
-Angel